She started it slowly and when she sensed she was in control of the whole situation, she parted her legs and prepared herself to welcome his hardness inside of her.
[I heard humans say that the decision of choosing a life partner is the hardest decision one can ever make but I don't agree with that. Because it's him, I don't need to think too much. My reason is that I believe that my love for him can withstand any storm and trials of life]
Joanna closed her eyes and slowly lifted her body upwards.
"You are just 18 years old. Are you sure you want to be a mother at this age?" He asked, his gaze focused on the face of the woman he loves dearly.
He wasn't happy to crush her hopes and it wasn't his intention to do that. He just wanted to make sure she knew exactly what she was getting herself into.
Joanna paused her actions following Amos' words. Her eyes fluttered open. She peered at the face of the man in front of her.
She so much wanted to hit him for ruining things at the last minute but she controlled her hands.
"Like I always say, I love you in a way you can never fathom. I am prepared for every stage of our relationship. I waited this long for you, so how could I have not?" He muttered and forced on a smile.
"And as such, I would never regret anything I do with you. Be it lovemaking or making out but that's not the same with you...,"
"You think I am not prepared for this because my love is just 2-3 days old...,"
"That's not what I meant, Joan. You know that" He gasped. He reached out his hand and held both of her shoulders.
"I have always known you love me. I remember jokingly telling you this a few times. You just didn't realise your feelings for me and I don't blame you for that," He said in a gentle tone that carried his sincerity.
"As much as I love you and want to do everything couples normally do with you, I don't want you to regret any decision you make. Either concerning me or our relationship...,"
"And how are you so certain I would have regretted my decision if we made love?" She snapped. She avoided looking at his face afterwards.
"The fact that you paused when you heard about pregnancy showed you still have some reservations...,"
"You...," Joanna pointed her index finger at his face but she was lost at what to say to her defence.
As much as she wanted to deny his allegations, it was true she halted when he talked about her becoming a mother at the age of 18.
[Was the fact that I stopped despite that I was determined to make love to him because I don't love him as much as I thought. Or is this because I am scared of commitment?]
Joanna zoned out while still sitting on his legs.
"I know you love me no doubt. And I think it's quite normal for a lady of your age to act this way so there is no need to think so much...,"
"We are just a few years apart so why do you sound like you are as old as my father or grandpa?" Joanna asked irritatedly. She sprang up from his legs and made to walk away.
"You look so much like Drey when she pretends to be the elder sister when she is a few months older than me," She muttered and walked towards the bedroom.
Just before she stretched forth her hand and opened the bedroom door, Amos appeared behind and hugged her.
She struggled to break free but he refused to let go of her.
When he noticed she was calm he used his right hand to push her long hair to her left shoulder. He bent so that his face was buried on her right shoulder.
"Are you mad at me because you believed I sounded like your Grandpa or that I stopped you from devouring me...,"
"I swear I will break your hands if you don't let go of me," She shouted. She grabbed his hand and tried to break free from his hold but Amos proved stubborn.
He didn't let go even though her actions were rough.
"If you want to break my hands then so be it. I will gladly welcome the pain. I mean I deserve it for not giving my woman what she desperately wanted at that moment so how could I dare to complain...,"
"Hey," She shouted. " I can see you are really testing my patience," she said and applied more pleasure to her hands.
She pushed him away after she successfully freed herself. She didn't spare him a glance and tried to enter the room she just opened.
ARGHH
A shout of pain made Joanna turn around in a flash. She was stunned to see Amos crouching. His right hand clutched his stomach.
Joanna stared at her his pained expression and then diverted her expression to her hands.
"Did I unknowingly use too much strength?" Joanna mumbled, still in shock.
"Ouch...," he screamed and crouched in a squatting position.
She raced to his side even if she wasn't sure about what went wrong.
"Are you ok?" She asked and squatted in front of him.
"You hit me so hard here," He said and pointed to his lower abdomen.
"I think now I have sustained internal bleeding because of it," He muttered and squeezed his face more.
His painful expression looked so real that Joanna believed he was not acting.
"I don't know what happened but let me help you to the couch," she said and assisted him to stand up.
"We will call Amelia over if it doesn't get better after you rested for a few minutes," She whispered. She made him lean against her before she started walking back to the sitting area.
"See, you can't even stand to see me in pain so why did you think you could break my hands?" He questioned, his gaze glued on her worried face.
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