How many times had Xavier had pointed it out to her to how it was her fault to hide things from him and not come talk to him face to face?
Well now she had finally come to the realisation, after talking to Gemmika, that my husband had been forced to not inform the father of a baby as soon as she received the news of pregnancy. She should have been aware to do better no matter what kind of support she had from a friend turned enemy.
Letting it off her chest could have never felt this better. She felt lighter when she said that.
"You don't have to say it because I. . blamed you for a day earlier." Xavier said after sometime. "When I said that to you it was out of anger but now I understand the place that you were in, and it was obviously was the best thing for you to do."
What was she supposed to do except one away when she got pregnant with the baby of a Lycan? He was someone that could be termed as her worst nightmare. Completely belonging to the supernatural and not having a part of human inside him, of course, she was going to run away and he had understood that long ago.
Fuck, he had been more cruel to her then he ever imagined.
Adeline looked at the grave of her father. "He was long dead. He was dead even before you came. Do you know he was shielding me with his body and ended up having the glass impaled on his neck? I kinda felt the guilt of having my father killed because of me and then I will blamed you and then talking with the priestess made me realise that there was no one else at fault here but one," she turned to the man in front of her, "that stupid Vampire is the one who is at fault here. He put magic shit inside me, he put magic shit on the wolf and the wolf people came to kill me and ended up killing my father. It was just a series of events that happened because of him!"
He could not take his eyes off her face. Snot was running down her nose. She had wiped it constantly. Her eyes were red and blouchy and so was her nose and cheeks. Overall, she looked like she was having the worst nightmare of her life.
The worst nightmare of her life that he was experiencing with him again.
What had he done?
Looking at her again, he could not help but think about what he had managed to do wrong again. How was that she always ended up crying when she was with him.
Adeline chuckled watching him. Maybe, Gemmika was right. A little control over the situation was needed from her side because Xavier was letting his control slip through his fingers like stand.
"Why do I feel like you're thinking of something completely else?" She whispered as she booped his nose. "I just came to the realisation about what happened was neither of our fault and you look at me like. . ."
"Like I am at one?" He completed for her. He then answered with shrug," I do actually. Every time something bad happens, every time you cry, I am there and I am partially the reason of it if not a major one. What does it say to you?" His temper flared and so that the anger in his voice. It became more visible but Adaline did not recoil back.
"Did you impale the glass on . . . my father's neck?" It hurt her to ask him that but she had no other option. "Did you?"
He stared at her incredulously. "No, no, I did not." He had no hand in it.
Without missing another beat Adaline threw the next question his way, "Did you impregnate me on purpose?"
"Fuck, no." He did want to see her carrying his children but he would never do it without her permission.
"Then, did you put witchy stuff on me?" She asked next. "Did you ever tried to make the bump or the pregnancy feelings invisible?"
"No! Adeline, I did not do anything like that." He snapped finally. "What the fuck makes you saying that I could never do anything like that?!"
"Then what are you blaming yourself for constantly?" She threw her hands in the air dramatically letting them hit her thigh. "Day and night, whenever I talk to talk to you, you push me away or try blaming yourself for something that you did not have a hand in. I have ask you that already and if you do have a hand in it you can change your answers." Adeline offered a chance back in the bed.
"I did not do anything." He growled out the words. "The only thing I find regretful is not protecting you from any of it. It was my job to shield you from any danger coming your way. I said that it measurably because you have experienced every bit of a pain that anyone could possibly go through in the span of an year."
There it was, Adeline chuckled and lowered her head. "Then protect me, Xavier. Do it now and do it well." She held his hands and in her own. "You have the chance to redeem everything, so go ahead and hold my hand through everything. Stand in front of me and to not let go." Adeline commanded him, barely keeping her voice to the level of understanding as the her nose was congested. She sniffed louldy.
How clever was his mate gotten?
He reached inside his jacket pocket and pulled out a handkerchief. He first wipped away the tears before blowing her nose and wiping away the snot.
Once he knew that she felt confident about herself, he pulled her close and joined their foreheads together.
Perhaps it was time to let his little Penguin take control.
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